she made a wish to the stars,
that i fall in love.
and so i did.
lovely it was.
but far too grand that 
it hurts me now.

#poem  #wish  #stars  #ficnonfic  #blabla  
  April 23, 2014 at 09:42pm

paper plane

(not enough)
more cripples.
much farther.

  April 22, 2014 at 11:56pm
Title: When You Sleep Artist: My Bloody Valentine 4 plays
  April 21, 2014 at 10:43pm
  April 20, 2014 at 11:13am

I didn’t have a gun with me when I wanted to shoot you. The only way that I thought then could shut you. 

It wasn’t there not because I didn’t have one. It’s just that the incapability of having one and doing the action is amplified right after the thought. 

Take note, I wanted it.

And so seconds right after wishing a short-lived murderous thought that will make you suffer for I think about an hour or two, I realized that there are ten thousand other ways ahead that I could think of to shut you.

#gun  #shoot  #shut  #text  #thought  #kill  
  April 20, 2014 at 11:09am


Today at UP Diliman. I was actually trying to chase the sunset and later did I realize that just behind me is the rainbow. Oh well. :)

  April 15, 2014 at 08:00am
  April 15, 2014 at 01:24am
Title: Settle Down Artist: The 1975 3,184 plays


The 1975 - Settle Down

Title: Crazy (Cover) by Daniela Andrade Artist: Gnarls Barkley 14 plays
  April 08, 2014 at 10:39am

She always made mistakes. Stared at every man’s eyes trying to make certain the uncertain and for 11 years it all failed. Not until he showed up himself. The man she began to doubt had ever existed. The kid who knew her as the girl that nobody ever thought she was. The kid who is now a man. The kid she thought was a dream as she knew him by a name that sounds like dream. She asked a lot of mutual acquaintances before that might be familiar with him but nobody really remembered him. And no news in a thousand years made her thought that the kid must have gone to a foreign land, got so sick that he must already be dead, or maybe he is just another imaginary friend. Bad always become worse for a pessimistic person.

But there he stands, smiling. He had those long eyelashes, big ears, and curly hair - the same kind of face the kid she thought would have when he grows up, only in a healthier physique. She can’t believe her eyes. And then he began to talk and said…
"I am every man you thought I was but wasn’t. I am the truth of them all so let me make up to you all the false hopes and failures. I’ll show you who and how I am so, how would you like this summer?"

And she laughed. "Are you for reals?"

I guess I did not sound real enough but I guess I am real. There casts a shadow behind me, no? Need I more proofs?

He sounded a lot like the kid from years ago. But here goes how she got him retained in her mind. 

Tell me your name" she said.

And then he sang The Everly Brothers’ song All I Have To Do Is Dream but changed the first word of the song with his name. From that moment on she is back on track. Right again and correcting faults. The girl she was then that got lost.

  April 08, 2014 at 09:23am